This a lazy way of ensuring I keep writing but whatever, haha.
Taking stock again because a lot can change in weeks. Changing fast actually. So here I am:
Making: Intriguing decisions.
Cooking: Nothing. Wait, I made pap yesterday. Are you proud, Mummy?
Drinking: Bournvita. We must gain weight by force.
Reading: Exam study packs, and some Nora Roberts indulgence.
Wanting: to do something different with my looks. Glasses, piercings, and clean-shaven head maybe?
Looking: very slim and in need of desperate feeding. Well the usual, Post-Ramadan.
Playing: with fire.
Deciding: to write more. To document it all in words, and in pictures.
Wishing: I had so much more money than I have now (like everyone else, SMH).
Enjoying: something else that is not solitude.
Waiting: for 5pm.
Wondering: if I need a new therapist.
Loving: my girl, Hauwa. She is here for me when it is inconvenient, something I admire and aspire to.
Hoping: very desperately that I remain self-sufficient, despite the desperate temptation to rely on someone else.
Watching: the skies, how quickly it changes from dark grey to the clearest blue just after a rainfall.
Needing: to remember all the things I taught myself. A Need.
Disliking: that I am glo-ing down. I am, idc.
Smelling: like premium whipped shea butter with banana flavouring. I would like a perfume with peppermints or vanilla.
Wearing: henna, because it was eid b! It had been four years at least!
Knowing: that I will be fine, last last.
Thinking: someone telling me they do not like me swearing is not enough reason to ensure I swear more, lol teenage behavior.
Bookmarking: health-related articles.
Preparing: for exams, somehow.
Giggling: at pictures and videos and/of funny-ish boys that look like they play basketball. Ho Ho Ho.
Take stock too, share if you’re up to it.